Bhaskar Dhakal

Musings of the lost poet

Author: Bhaskar Dhakal

MIRRORS DON’T DISCLOSE INNER FACTS

Bhaskar Dhakal

I looked in the mirror

It showed my face

I searched my inner me


But I could find no ecstasy

I, then, looked in your heart

No, I didn’t find myself there

I closed my eyes in disgrace

This time I saw my inner face

I saw myself in chaos

perhaps something was pinching me

I looked so baffled and frustrated

which was making me feel uneasy

I glanced at my heart,it was unhappy

It had only reason which made it heavy

I requested it to share the problem

It sadly said that it was lonesome

I felt so sorry for what heart said

And I cursed my helpless fate

My heart was in bedlam and in pain

suddenly from my eyes,tears started to rain

I opened my eyes and got them wet

I again stared in the mirror and saw them red

This time the glass was speaking the fact

as its reflection was perfectly exact

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SEARCHING YOU

Bhaskar Dhakal
Wandering like a river
trying to pacify at some place

searching you all the time

but I still couldn’t win the race

I remember where I first saw you
It was at the park
You were in a hustle
as it was nearly dark
Captivated by your charm
you took me out of the blue
Were you an angel or a princess?
Oh! I didn’t have any clue
You went away from there
I felt like I lost my body part
The pain increased more
as you took away my heart
I wonder what my sin was
to have bestowed this pain
To wipe my flooding tears
will you show up once again?
I searched you everywhere
just to catch the glimpse of you
But all my efforts went in vein
as you left without leaving any cue
Standing at the same park
dreaming your presence at this place
I was smiling to myself
cherishing the bygones with a dismal face
I, then, looked up in despair
this time I saw the sign
The distance between us proved nothing
except how much I want to make you mine
I closed my eyes thinking you
saw your charming face with a spark
I then opened my eyes hastily
because I felt you coming in the park
coming in the park
YES…Finally u are back…………………

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INNOCENT PRISONER

Bhaskar Dhakal
Gloominess all around me

I could see no light

The pain is ruling, tears are flooding


I know there is no way I can fight.


I scream, I cry, I hit the walls
but all I get is woe
I curse my fate, sit in disgrace
having nothing to do.
They dragged me in this ocean of chaos
blaming me that I committed a crime
Now I can do nothing
except to sit and hymn
They smashed my face real hard
and thwacked my jaw
They made me naked on those frigid nights
for breaking their law.
They tortured me all night long
just to make me accept the sin
I had no any alternatives left
except to agree and lean.
I had no evidence of being innocent
So I accepted the crime
For I could not bear the grief
that they gave me every time.
Now, I am waiting for that day to come
when the ropes embrace my neck
I will then fly freely in the air
with no pains to take.

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LITTLE INSPIRATION MATTERS

Bhaskar Dhakal
I halted in a station
waiting for the bus
There was a crowd of people
who were in a rush
I was frustrated ‘n’ disappointed
Glominess all around me
So hopless and helpless
I was cursing my destiny
The pessimism was ruling me
when the bus showed up
People started to overflow
having abandoned the coffee shop
With no joy, I got in
and looked around
I noticed a boy
singing in a lovely sound
I stared his innocent face
and perched beside him
his voice was so alluring
which made me forget my suffering
His singing was heavenly
it was covering my mind
But it broke my heart
to find him blind
His mother told about him
that he was blind from his birth
Insipte of that fact
he looked happiest on earth
His mama was so elated
to get him as her son
Despite the complications
he had huge ambitions
I had everything in my life
but still I was sad
Having no eye-sight he looked happy
I wonder, was he mad??
Within a short period of time
he changed my way of thinking
his eyes did nothing special
except the motivational blinking
My pessimism faded away
as I got down in the next station
I thought he was a god
who was masked as a blind person
After meeting that little boy
I learnt a vital lesson
“That success follows us
when we hold strong determination”
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QUEEN OF MY HEART

Bhaskar Dhakal
You are miles away from me
We two are very apart
but still, I feel you inside
The Queen of my heart
The way you smile
just takes my breath away
I want to descry you
every single night and day
I smile in pain
and dance in shower
I smell you in the air
and see you in every flower
When the breeze touches you
and your hair flies
I just watch your beauty
without blinking my eyes
Gazing the twinkling stars
in the darkest night
I miss you more than ever
craving to hold you tight
When you are around me
it illuminates my earth
I become ecstatic
I experience the mirth
In this heart of mine,
you sowed a seed
To make it grow,
love is all I need
You are the only reason
the reason of my existence
No, I cannot live without you
I cannot withstand this distance
My life is attached to yours
Without you, it has no start
I want you to write my story
THE QUEEN OF MY HEART
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DAY DREAM

Bhaskar Dhakal

You are perched in a golden chair 
With a shining crown above your hair.
You are drenched with raining flowers
urging me to descry you for hours

When you run to catch the butterfly,
your both anklets sing so high.
Catching the attire when you play
You make me insane for a whole day

You sing with birds and flow with rill
At that jiff, paradise is what I feel
Never seen such an enchanter before
Who lures me to watch her more and more.

When the sun rays kiss your cheek,
Your skin turns rosy at its peak
After the cool breeze caresses your figure,
You feel tickled and start to shiver

I begin to love your angelic charm
And want to be the king of your realm
‘I love you’ is what I want to scream
But I am afraid this is only the day dream
Only the day-dream…….

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THIS IS HOW MY ANGEL IS

Bhaskar Dhakal

Big beautiful eyes, an exquisite smile
That amazing charm hypnotizes me awhile
Long curled hair and snow white teeth take my breath away
Her dulcet tone makes me think of her every night and day
Her batting eyelashes have an incredible power
That makes me smile alone and dance in shower

Her unique fragrance always seduces me
Her enchanting face is what I want to see
Nothing I can do when she is by my side
Her presence gives me the hint of paradise
She comes to me when I get stuck in agony
She takes my pain and grants me harmony

Her soft kiss on my cheek tickles me
Her long embrace provides me the greatest ecstasy
I watch her every now and then without letting her know
I am so in love with her that I just don’t want her to go
When she catches my hand and takes me with her
I just wish to freeze that moment forever

She comes in my dream and takes me to the cloudland
And we gaze around the beauty from where we stand
She starts to dance; I look her without flashing my eyes
And I adore the vista when she plays with butterflies
I am just amazed how she hides all her misery with ease
And I joyously say this is how my angel is….. 

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FIRST SUMMER RAIN

Bhaskar Dhakal

Surrounded by woes, I was perched in terrace
In the meanwhile, the wind gained some pace
The darkest clouds started to hover around
And the thunderstorm cracked up in horrific sound
All the birds, in terror, acted insane
That’s when I experienced the first summer rain
The first caress of drizzle gave something to cherish
Gradually the extreme hotness started to perish
I felt the cloud nine to observe the peacock’s dance
The pond, nearby, reflected paradise as I saw the ducks’ romance
The dull lifeless city started to breathe again
It was heavenly to relish the first summer rain
All freshened up as if a new cosmos has just evolved
How could that striking scenario be left unloved?
The stream aside, was flowing high singing the sweet song
I could sense its ecstasy as it was bubbly after so long
Mesmerizing panorama made me forget my pain
A smile appeared in my face all of a sudden
Delighted to have bestowed the first summer rain
THE PERFECT FIRST SUMMER RAIN!!!!
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Why??

Bhaskar Dhakal
Why ain’t I a star and twinkle in your life?
To ease your chaos and elate you till I’m alive.
Why ain’t I the vivid flowers and enlarge pigment in your days?
And spread the sweet fragrances in each and every phase.
Why ain’t I a sparkling sun and remove all your gloominess?
To illuminate your entire world and to sow the root of happiness
Why ain’t I a light drizzle and make you dance?
Why can’t I make you wet and do romance?
Why ain’t I an exquisite moon when the sun is not around?
And why can’t I urge you to sing in a mellifluous sound?
I desire to be a soft breeze to caress you secretly in the cheek
And I would like to tickle you slowly to make you turn pink
Why ain’t I the shoulders where you can rest your head and cry?
And I hope to wipe the pearl like tear which passes by
Why ain’t I those holding hands to not make you feel alone?
Why can’t I be the birds to thrill you by singing in a silky tone?
Why ain’t I the one you dream of?
Why ain’t I your prince who you love?
I may not bestow you everything but few
All I want you to know is, “YOU ARE MY ANGEL AND I LOVE YOU”
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