July 2010 - Bhaskar Dhakal

I WOULD LIKE TO BE A BIRD

July 18, 2010May 31, 2026 Bhaskar Dhakal

I would like to be a bird and fly in the sky

Slowly disappearing in the horizon where I could reach very high

And be so far from everyone that nobody could see me cry

I would like to be a bird and fly in the sky

I want to fly and reach to the place where you lie

so that I can descry you all day long from the sky

I desire to gift you the twinkling stars and make you shy

I would like to be a bird and fly in the sky

When you are asleep I quietly would like to tickle you

After you wake up, I want to say how much I love you

I wish to carry and take you where there’s nobody except you and I

I would like to be a bird and fly high in the sky

All I want is elation and smile in your pretty face

To make it happen, I am ready to fight and win every race

I can do anything for you as you are my sweetie pie

I would like to be a bird and fly freely way up in the sky….

WAITING FOR YOU

July 18, 2010May 31, 2026 Bhaskar Dhakal

I think I hurt you though I didn’t mean to do so

Will you please forgive me and let that go?

I have always wanted the cute smile in your face

But today, the smile is gone because of my carelessness

You always held my hands in my bad days

Now, You don’t need my shoulder in your sad days

Oh girl! don’t you know how much I adore you?

I want to hug you now and say I love you.

You have gone so far that no one knows

I am still waiting for you carrying a red rose

But it seems you have forgotten all our past memories

Now I can do nothing except regretting the things I did

Your one smile used to illuminate my day

Since you are gone, my day starts in a gloomy way

But I still see the light of hope far-far away

that you will forgive me and come back one day……

MIRRORS DON’T DISCLOSE INNER FACTS

July 18, 2010May 31, 2026 Bhaskar Dhakal

I looked in the mirror

It showed my face

I searched my inner me

But I could find no ecstasy

I, then, looked in your heart

No, I didn’t find myself there

I closed my eyes in disgrace

This time I saw my inner face

I saw myself in chaos

perhaps something was pinching me

I looked so baffled and frustrated

which was making me feel uneasy

I glanced at my heart,it was unhappy

It had only reason which made it heavy

I requested it to share the problem

It sadly said that it was lonesome

I felt so sorry for what heart said

And I cursed my helpless fate

My heart was in bedlam and in pain

suddenly from my eyes,tears started to rain

I opened my eyes and got them wet

I again stared in the mirror and saw them red

This time the glass was speaking the fact

as its reflection was perfectly exact

SEARCHING YOU

July 18, 2010May 31, 2026 Bhaskar Dhakal

Wandering like a river
trying to pacify at some place

searching you all the time

but I still couldn’t win the race

I remember where I first saw you

It was at the park

You were in a hustle

as it was nearly dark

Captivated by your charm

you took me out of the blue

Were you an angel or a princess?

Oh! I didn’t have any clue

You went away from there

I felt like I lost my body part

The pain increased more

as you took away my heart

I wonder what my sin was

to have bestowed this pain

To wipe my flooding tears

will you show up once again?

I searched you everywhere

just to catch the glimpse of you

But all my efforts went in vein

as you left without leaving any cue

Standing at the same park

dreaming your presence at this place

I was smiling to myself

cherishing the bygones with a dismal face

I, then, looked up in despair

this time I saw the sign

The distance between us proved nothing

except how much I want to make you mine

I closed my eyes thinking you

saw your charming face with a spark

I then opened my eyes hastily

because I felt you coming in the park

coming in the park

YES…Finally u are back…………………

INNOCENT PRISONER

July 18, 2010May 31, 2026 Bhaskar Dhakal

Gloominess all around me

I could see no light

The pain is ruling, tears are flooding

I know there is no way I can fight.

I scream, I cry, I hit the walls

but all I get is woe

I curse my fate, sit in disgrace

having nothing to do.

They dragged me in this ocean of chaos

blaming me that I committed a crime

Now I can do nothing

except to sit and hymn

They smashed my face real hard

and thwacked my jaw

They made me naked on those frigid nights

for breaking their law.

They tortured me all night long

just to make me accept the sin

I had no any alternatives left

except to agree and lean.

I had no evidence of being innocent

So I accepted the crime

For I could not bear the grief

that they gave me every time.

Now, I am waiting for that day to come

when the ropes embrace my neck

I will then fly freely in the air

with no pains to take.

LITTLE INSPIRATION MATTERS

July 18, 2010May 31, 2026 Bhaskar Dhakal

I halted in a station

waiting for the bus

There was a crowd of people

who were in a rush

I was frustrated ‘n’ disappointed

Glominess all around me

So hopless and helpless

I was cursing my destiny

The pessimism was ruling me

when the bus showed up

People started to overflow

having abandoned the coffee shop

With no joy, I got in

and looked around

I noticed a boy

singing in a lovely sound

I stared his innocent face

and perched beside him

his voice was so alluring

which made me forget my suffering

His singing was heavenly

it was covering my mind

But it broke my heart

to find him blind

His mother told about him

that he was blind from his birth

Insipte of that fact

he looked happiest on earth

His mama was so elated

to get him as her son

Despite the complications

he had huge ambitions

I had everything in my life

but still I was sad

Having no eye-sight he looked happy

I wonder, was he mad??

Within a short period of time

he changed my way of thinking

his eyes did nothing special

except the motivational blinking

My pessimism faded away

as I got down in the next station

I thought he was a god

who was masked as a blind person

After meeting that little boy

I learnt a vital lesson

“That success follows us

when we hold strong determination”

QUEEN OF MY HEART

July 18, 2010May 31, 2026 Bhaskar Dhakal

You are miles away from me

We two are very apart

but still, I feel you inside

The Queen of my heart

The way you smile

just takes my breath away

I want to descry you

every single night and day

I smile in pain

and dance in shower

I smell you in the air

and see you in every flower

When the breeze touches you

and your hair flies

I just watch your beauty

without blinking my eyes

Gazing the twinkling stars

in the darkest night

I miss you more than ever

craving to hold you tight

When you are around me

it illuminates my earth

I become ecstatic

I experience the mirth

In this heart of mine,

you sowed a seed

To make it grow,

love is all I need

You are the only reason

the reason of my existence

No, I cannot live without you

I cannot withstand this distance

My life is attached to yours

Without you, it has no start

I want you to write my story

THE QUEEN OF MY HEART