मेरी सुबह

 

याद है तुम्हे वह शादिकी रात?
बरसों कि तमन्ना जब पूरी हुई थी,
तुम और मैं – लिपट के एकदूजेमे
ऐसे खो गए कि पता ना चला
सुबह कब होगया ।
मैं आज भी, हर रोज – जब
अपने आंखे खोलता हूं –
तुम्हे उसी दुल्हन के रूपमें पाता हूं ।

जब रातकी बातें सब याद करके,
तुम शरमाने लगती हो –
मेरे सूरज तुम्हारे चेहरे से निकल आता है –
मेरे सुबह हो जाता है ।

– भाष्कर ढकाल

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Beloved’s plea

‘Tell me something good’,
she whispered in my ear.
I looked at the glimmering stars 
and the glistening moon. 
As I was about to tell the words,
she stopped me. 
She pressed her fingers against my lip. 
Totally zipped it up. 
‘No, not the stars or the moon. 
Move out of those’, She said. 
And then she smiled.
She knew how I would tell her about
the stars, the moon and the perfect serenity.
She knew those were coming. 
‘Tell me something good’, she said.
I looked at her slowly. 
Her fluttering eyes, her artistic lips, her gorgeous smile… 
As I was about to tell the words, 
she stopped me. 
She zipped my lips again.
She knew I was about to mention
how beautiful she was. 
‘Forget that too’, she said. 
Again,
the same mysterious smile on her face. 
What a dilemma!
‘What should I say? 
What does she want me to tell?’ 
All these things twirled in my mind. 
‘Tell me som…’.
I pulled her closer
And locked our lips.
I stopped her this time.
And my tongue did all the talking
at the quietest of nights.
I told her, without any words,
something she wanted to listen.

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Let’s fall in love again

Tell me softly,
the words that my heart craves to hear
from your magical lips;
which makes your words
a soothing lyrics
and,
your talk,
a mellifluous song.

Sing me a song, honey.
Make me an insane lover
in this ‘sane world’
where people calculate their steps
even while falling in love.
No sugar,
make me freefall deep in your love.
So deep that I find the root of your love
and bury it inside my heart.
We will perch in our utopia
and enjoy the sweet fruit together
when our love thrives.

Come away with me,
to the mountains of Nepal
where I’ll play the traditional drum
and make you dance in
‘नाचिदेउ मैच्यांग तिमी डम्फुको तालैमा’ (dance lady, in the rhythm of drum)
Let’s get wasted drinking the local alcohol
and make love while the Mount Everest guards for us.
Come away with me
to the islands of Hawaii,
where I’ll play the ukulele
and sing you your favourite song,
‘all of me loves all of you’
and give the whole new meaning
to the romantic sunset of Hawaii,
with our oozing passionate love.  

Lie with me on the ground
and watch the starry sky.
Kiss me gently; rock my world
in the placid night.
Caress my body with your warm breathe
and
play with my hair.
Let the hearts race
with the friction of two bodies.
Untouch the tranqulity of the night,
feel the torrent of love in you,
and right then,
I shall ask you, ‘What is life, my dear?’
Tell me softly,
the words that my heart craves to hear
from your magical lips.
‘Life is Felicity.’

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Would you hug ‘yourself’?

If you could hug yourself, 
would you do it? 
For the pain you feel within, 
is understood no better by others
than you. 
Have you ever cried tears of blood 
and felt that the heart is full of tears,
instead?
And you are still living, 
questioning yourself,’is this existence or survival’?
Whatever it is, you don’t care. 
You see no difference. 
You don’t actually see at all. 
You are blank. 
Everything is black. 
That black, which has every colour in it. 
Will you be able to find a rainbow in it?
Will you be able to find a ‘lost you’?
Will you recognize your own avatar? 
Will you even try? 
When you find ‘yourself’, what will you do? 
Will you hug ‘yourself’? 
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Home

As you come home from your work, 
all tired, 
and you smile at me
realizing that you are home, 
you look beautiful.

And when you reach for me, 
and hug me
like we have been parted for years, 
nothing seems more beautiful. 

Your warmth,
your aroma, 
your soft silky hair, 
and the taste of your lips, 
makes me realize that 
I am finally home too. 

Without your dulcet voice, 
without you being there, 
home does not feel like home. 
Your laughter, 
the sound of your anklets, 
you calling me ‘baby’, 
your fragrance, 
your presence, 
is my home. 

With you beside me, 
as we gaze into the night sky,

counting stars, 
I realize
“Eternity was never too short before this.”

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Will you still be mine?

Five years from now,
you will be a lady.
You will marry:
not only the man
but his family,
his misery n ecstasy,
his flaws and his perfection.
You will build patience
and devotion.
Each day,
you shall be radiant
and you shall shine.
But will you still be mine?

Fifteen years from now,
you will be a mother.
You will have a couple of kids.
You will learn to:
compromise and sacrifice.
You will be softer, kinder and stronger.
And you will also try to be harder.
Happiness will no longer be abstract.
You will be complete
and you shall look more divine.
But sweetheart, will you still be mine?

Thirty years from now,
you will have lived an era.
You will be wise and insightful.
Your children will look at you
and be inspired.
You will remember your parents
and smile a little inside.
You will have wrinkles
plus your hair will turn grey.
Those signs of ageing
will never matter, hey.
Because by then,
You will have achieved everything
and the whole world will be thine.
But love, will you still be mine?

Forty years from now,
you will have grandchildren by your side.
You will realize that heaven
is not somewhere in the sky.
You will look at those kids and
thank the almighty
for the years that passed by.
You will have nothing to regret
and every moment you’ll feel satisfied.
Kids, grand kids, laughter n love
will be your ultimate wealth
and your cloud nine.
But my dear, will you still be mine?

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A plea for love

Darling, let me love you,
the way I want to,
the way you want me to.
let me spill all my feelings,
all my love,
my everything to you.
Let me be the morning dew and you,
be the petals of the loveliest rose.
I’d touch you all over.
The faintest touch of my lips,
all over your soft divine skin
would make you more pigmented
than you already are.
Let me tickle you and arouse you,
and make you want me more.
You’d try to push me away,
but avert me from falling too.
And I shall run wild over you,
just when your thirsty lips drag me rapidly to you.
And as I get closer to your lips,
I would see a shy smile in your rosy face.
I would hold you tightly,
give you the kiss of the millennium,
and you would want me more;
as if the feeling is new.
My every touch, my each breath,
would make you feel more complete,
like you’re discovering yourself in you,
via me.
Never has been your body caressed,
never have you been to this utopia,
as I show you the doorway to paradise,
and you would not want me to stop.
So I would go on,
Quenching every thirst,
again and again.
And you would be there,
soaked, all wet.
Right at that time,
we would be two bodies as one.
Your identity becomes mine,
and mine, yours.
And when I see you again,
I visualize no shyness in you, anymore.
I see, love, affection, satisfaction, and moreover,
a complete lady in you.
And I would shine,
like a diamond with you.
And that’s when the world sees,
an epitome of  beauty, in us.
Sparkling dew drops in a blossomed rose.
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Incognito

Just when the whole nation was rocked
by the imminent election,
there appeared a leader.
Out of the thousands, he looked different.
He seemed to have greater vision.
A different face, young and vibrant,
looked like a new ray of hope
in an ill-fated country.

His speech was unequivocal
and his manifesto, sweet as honey.
No wonder everybody fell for him.

What choices did the poor people have?
Each of their previous leaders either cheated them
with their corruptness, greed and fraud
or came with the unworkable boondoggle.
Oh! What a tragedy.
They could hardly trust the old faces, the lame ducks.
They needed a change, a healthy change,
which they saw in that new leader.

They have seen their leaders trying
to smash the unity they had,
puncture the harmonious creeds
they respected of one another.
Wrong propaganda, filthy agenda,
stinking business in the name of politics,
unfulfilled vows and fight for the post to do nothing.
People were fed up with them, the shameless morons.
Tens and hundreds of parties were formed
and not even one took the leap for the people.
Wasn’t government supposed to be for the people
according to Abraham Lincoln?
Or that was limited to only USA?

Namastes, hellos and handshakes
only in the time of election were not enough.
Public needed their service every now and then.
They expected more from their leaders.
Constant declination of economic conditions,
dropping of HDI and GDP, trade deficit, human trafficking,
insecurity, unemployment, food-deficits and many more,
this is where leaders were supposed to act upon.
Sadly not one of them, had their say on these.
Only politicians’ condition went uphill, victims condition worsened.

This is why; people were searching the new face
to heal their deep cuts of their leaders’ betrayal.
And there the new ambitious one appeared,
as a glowing star at the darkest night,
making people believe that he was ready for a fight.
He was voted with the maximum votes as he kissed the victory.
People jeered the old ones and cheered their new groundbreaker.
They expected him to lead the country to the right path.

But alas! Days, weeks and months passed.
There was no any progress that the country needed.
People went to the road- boos, roars and hisses
their main weapon against their new man.
The whole country was in absolute pandemonium.
Instantly, they were lathicharged, gun-downed and jailed
by their so called new young leader, the new hope.
And right then,
they knew the future of their country was in havoc
when they saw their leader was locked in his incognito.


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Grievous Separation

A horrific thunderbolt
hit me right at my chest.
Oh! what an assault.
A hundred carafes of poison
or
the thousand rounds of bullets
would have hurt less
than the pain it caused
when
you abandoned me.
But,
I tried to deal with it.
‘Move on’,
I urged my inner me.
‘I am not a loser.
Quitting is never an option’,
I tried to pacify the anguish.
It did not aid.
The palpable twinge
troubled more;
aww! my delicate heart.
To sweep away the woe,
I pact with the booze.
Alas!
Every sip of the nasty tipple
ousted heavy flood
from my shuddering eyes.
I could tell you , love,
that was quite a sight.
Still the heart pounding,
the excruciating truth,
still unsolved.
I banged my liquor’s glass
in sheer dismay.
Sane enough to halt
the bleeding from the wound,
I searched the bandage.
Sadly, the wound was in heart,
Tissue would not help.
 – Bhaskar Dhakal
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Valentine’s Day Promise

This Valentine’s Day,
I will not promise you
the twinkling stars
or the dreamily shimmering
blue moon.
No, don’t get me wrong,
My love, But,
I will not promise all those
fantasies,
that I cannot really gift you.
But,
I will vow to love you
till the eternity
And make you realize
howspecial you are.
And you’ll crave for
no cloudland.
Because my love will be your
Only euphoria.
And I will promise you
Honesty, love, trust and happiness.
I will not promise you
the bed of roses only.
For I know every rose
comes with its thorn.
Life can be cruel at times
and I promise at those
harsh moments,
I will be the last person
to leave you alone.
What good are the big vows,
when one fails to bestow
even a simple smile?
What good are the big crystal moon
and the twinkling stars when
you have eclipse in your heart
and misery in your eyes?
Today, my dear,
the world has failed to realize
that happiness comes from within.
So sweetheart,
I will not promise you
only the happy days ahead.
For life is the blend of
ecstasy and agony.
But I will assure you that
in every strive,
you’ll find your hand
locked in mine
and together we will make
our future shine.
I will not promise
the expensive pillows
to make you sleep at night.
But I will guarantee that
my arms will be there
to hug you tight.
And, in my arms,
may your eyes shut
with utter pleasure
every single night…
Today,
I want you to know this,
that your smile is my
only Sunshine,
Your ever glowing face
is my full moon.
And, the ever fluttering
big glowing eyes are
my glittering stars..
My love, if today,
you catch my hand and
whisper in my heart
that you love me,
then,
I will need no particular day
as Valentine’s day
to love you and express myself.
Because with you beside me
every day will be my
special day.
Every day will be my Valentine’s day.
Every day I will love you.
I promise that.
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